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Tuesday, July 26, 2011

WHAT THE HELL !

ambuuussss !
kimak pnya ppuan aar !
nda tao apapa mao ckap trus .
bgs kao p jilat najis !
ish !
mulut kao tuh kalahkalah nenek sihir / kebayan baa yg ska sihir orng !

kao klao nda tao apapa bgs tnya orng dlu ba ,
nda puas ka kao kasi bruk aq ?
nda puas kao mao kasi pisah aq sma ex aq ?
now kao mao kasi break aq sma boy aq ?
ahahaha . MIMPI la kao !

k la ,
if kao syg MOHD AMIRUL , kao ambil syak laa !
buduuu .
tpi if dea tdk mao kao , bgs kao DIAM && CHAW !
kimak kao !

Monday, July 25, 2011

what should i do ?

tdi tyme d makmal ,
sy npk addy ba .
dea tgk sy pn nda oh ,
senyum pn nda .

tyme di klas ,
dea limpas class kmi ,
tgk sy pn nda oh .
dea senyum sma era ja nhe .

sadsad !

bru ja sy on fb era ,
sbb era minta tlong kasi tkar pass .
jdi addy chat la .

him : era .
me : bukn era nhe , cycy nhe .
hm : ouu .
me : sorry ar remove kao . myrul mrah btl ba hri tu .

then , dea nda rep .
okei laa , nda apa ba .
sy tao byk sy abai kmu .
tpi actually sy nda pna LUPA kmu ,
nda pna sy lupa tyme2 sy adha mslah kmu tlonk sy ,
n sy nda sombong ba .

if sy sombong ,
sy nda tgk kmu tyme kmu d sblah sy ba .
kmu nda fham baa , knpa kmu nda ble fhm wlw sikit satja ?

i don't know laa mao buat mcm mna gy .
1 cple sy , 1 my bestie .

sy nda mao kna ckap penting'n bf baa ,
sy nda mao kna ckap penting'n kwn baa ,

what should i do ?

Sunday, July 24, 2011

aww ♥

aww , nhe pict so nice !
mcm dea sma ANAK nhe , ahah !
sorry dear ~ mcm ja baa .
t'ingt trus sy tyme dea hug sy . aduuss !


missing someone is normal like drinking water dear , ♥

Missing someone is normal like drinking water .
So, who care what the hell feeling is that.
HAHA , aww ♥ . !

blum b'sedia khilangan MOHD AMIRUL wor , bida !
but , actually sy sudha bseda if dea bawa break mcm hri tu laa .
ee , klao d'ingt blik btl bidabida wor .

him : baa klao kao rsa lelaki lain lbih pentng dri sy , kita break skng la .

naa , ayat ini laa btl2 buat sy feel like mao KOMA .
eee , 1st tyme oh kna bwa break dpan2 .
smpai hti oh dea ,
my ex nda pna buat me gtu .
sbb dorng ada ♥perasaan ♥ kesian .
if bwa break pn d hp nda pna dpan2 .

dear , kao la orng ptama oh .
lelaki pertama buat bby jatuh ♥ EGO ♥ .
lelaki pertama buat bby rasa ♥ you're my everthing ♥ .
lelaki pertama buat bby ada perasaan ♥ sabar ♥

sometimes bby rsa , bby BERUNTUNG oh dpt dear .

i hope laa kn , jgn kao ksi kcwa sy aar .
sy tumbuk kao sna !
HAHA .

dear , you are mine !
you are my everthing !
you are my life !
♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

W H A T E V E R

DAMN SHIT !
dea add ex dea balik wor :(
but , dea ckp ittu DULU .
ble pcya meh tu ?
entahlaa , kasi EYA ja lor .

tpi actually sy tda add ex sy blik smjak
kmi samasama janji nda ble add ex .

btl2 kali nhe laa sy gdu sma dea smpai mcm mao ngs ,
tp nda juga ngs .
knapa laa sy tlmpao ego aar ?
nda mao mgalah lg tuh .
what the fuck !

1 satja prngai sy yg sy PALING tdk ska ,
sy nda ska baa prngai sy yg terus mrah ,
nda bwa bncang bgs2 .
entah laa knpa sy gnhe ,
nda pndai ubah2 .

tpi actually ,
dea la llki ptama ajr sy 'LEK' !
1st tyme la sy buat SLUMBER ja tyme dgr mcm2 gosip
pasl dea d skola .
dlu with my ex , sy trus tnya , mybe bukn tnya la tpi buat tebiat .

.............W H A T E V E R ...................

Saturday, July 23, 2011

can't sleep oh , so i wrote this note to him :)

now , 12:43 A.M - 23 JULY 2011

me can't sleep oh .
imisshim :(

now , sy fikir2 pasl dea .
dea syg sy ka tuh ?
serius ka dea sma sy ?
dea masi syg ex dea ka ?
dea mao hbgn kmi smpai tahap ke mna ?

hmm , i don't know oh ~

if dea curng ,
if dea start brubah ,
if dea ada hati sma orng lain ,
if dea bukn jodoh sy ,
if dea boring sma sy ,
if dea kasi tinggal sy ,
if dea pts asa dgn dugaan / cabaran kami ,
if dea ........
so many IF in my mind .
what should i do ???
Im so worried all that will happen .

honestly ,
i love him ba , if can I want to be with him until the end of my life .
but , can kaa ?
OMG ! knpa sy fkir smpai gtu jauh oh ?
1st tyme oh sy fkir smpai gnhe ,
dlu with my ex nda pna gnhe . hmm .

dlm hbgn kn , teada JANJI yg KEKAL DITUNAI baa .
ada JANJI , ada KECEWA .
ada BERMULA , ada PENGAKHIRAN .
sy sudha bsiap sdia dgn smua tu .
be patient CYCY !

now , 12:57 A.M

our memories and ENTAH .

hey dude !
today me mao story tntang me and my dear .
ready ja lar baca note yg panjng lebar ~

- memank lma sudha ba sy knal dea , dri 1st dea msuk school smk kolombong gy .
byk gosip2 d tlnga sy yg ''ADA LELAKI BERRUPA KOREA DI SKOLA KITA'' , but sy buat SLUMBER ja coz tyme tuh sy sudha BERPUNYA . me kan setia :P

date kmi start b'kenalan :
3 april 2011
[ inbox ]
him : hi , are you chinese ?
me : hye too . yeap yeap . mix kadazan .
him : nice :)
me : oh , thanks :)

18 april 2011 - 19 april 2011
[ inbox ]
kami story2 laa pasl my bf .

26 april 2011 - 28 april 2011 :
[ inbox ]
dea tnya why me break sma my bf .
dea luah sma sy mslah dea sma ex dea && family dea .

2 may 2011 - 3 may 2011 :
[ inbox ]
kami gadu pasl me pasang status hbgn with my abg angkt si ''ardi plur'' .
tpi tda cple , just hve fun ja maa . trus dea ckap inhe ckap ittu . alamak !

14 may 2011 - 21 may 2011 :
[ inbox ]
malar kami story pasal YOU SOMBONK .
gadugadu lg , aiyoo WHAT THE FUCK oh ???

11 june 2011 :
[ wall him ]
bru ja sy mao wish dea d wall , taotao dea remove me .
aww so SHIT oh perasaan sy tyme tuh . lekk syak sy tyme tuh .
actually , sy kesah baa . sbb , apa salah sy dea mao remove ?
mybe pasl sy pasng status hbgn sma abg angt me ? ittu ? aduy .

14 june 2011 :
[ add ]
naa yaww , dea add me balik . then me inbox dea
me : naa , sudha remove bru mao add balik . kcil hti ku !
him : sry.. bab fb aku ni kna guna oleh abng aku juga bh.. sry mungkin dia nda tau ko ni kwn aku.. hhmmm.. sry sangat
me : bru ja aq mao p wish kao , taotao kao remove aq . ats , huh !
him : sry sangaat2 sebagai present dari ko ko ksi maaf aku jak.. ko tau kh aku breck ama michelle time bufday aku hhmmm (aww , sakit hti aq skng nhe bca nhe ayt , sbb adha name ex dea . lek !)
- then kami story2 laa -

15 june 2011 :
[ inbox ]
kami inbox2 ja , sempat lg sy tnya dea apa tuh CARTA PAI . HAHA ! klao sy fkir2 skng kn , budu jua oh sy kn .

16 june 2011 :
[ inbox ]
him : ai , single sudha ?
- tapi me tdk blas inbx dea , sbb tyme tuh KECEWA .

17 june 2011 :
[ chatting ]
me : iya .
him : apa cerita ?
me : mao kasi lupa dea .
- cerita punya certa , dea bwa cple -
....... A L A M A K ..............
sy nda reject laa , tpi sy sruh dea tnggu 1 minggu .
if dlam 1 minggu me dpt luf dea , me accpt dea laa .
alasan je tuh ~ yg btl me masi wait my ex ba . HAHAH !

18 june 2011 :
[ chatting ]
* petang
him : uiyoo pasng hbgn sma ppuan !!!
me : astga . cousin me ba tu .
- story2 -
* night
me sms dea tp PENDING , then me p wall dea la , wrte d sna
np msj nda dpt . taotao dea DELETE lg tu wall post me .
aww , sakit hati ! tpi LEKK . bukn sepa2 mao marah dea , just friend baa .
mybe dea mao jaga hti ex dea , mybe laa .
then dea inbox me , minta number me tpi me nda bgi . sbb apa ?
SEBAB SAYA SAKIT HATI SUDAH . aww sepa laa sy nhe kn tyme tu .
dea mrjuk nhe , baa me bgi ja laa number me .

19 june 2011 :
dea t'rasa status sy , tpi actually ittu utk my ex baa .
dea send link bgi sy lg . actually sy malas ba p tgk , tpi sy kesian nhe sma dea .
sudha kna abai gf , bru break lg dea sma gf , jdi sy lyan ja la . lg pn sma2 kmi
single tyme tu , nda salah kn mlayan ~

sy sruh dea mkn , dea nda mkn . sy ugut dea gna ''me remove you'' , bru dea p mkn .
aduy ~

* nght
couple already . aww , nda boring jua sms sma dea .
tpi , bikin NEGETIVE fkiran sy . sbb , FAHAMFAHAM laa aar .

20 june 2011 :
me kasi break dea , sbb me kesian sma ex dea . aduy sorry DEAR .
kejam oh sy ksi break dea , bukn apa baa .
1st , me ksian sma ex dea .
ke2 , sbb me masi syg sma my ex , still waitting la kunun2 .
ke3 , sbb me nda dpt pksa diri sy syg dea .

21 june 2011 - 24 june 2011 :
[ sms & chatting ]
- sayangsayang sudha sma dea -
25 june 2011 :
couple balik .

aww , start dri sna laa me dpt kasi LEPAS my ex ,
syg jua me sma dea , ILY dear :)

start sudha story kami ,
adha gadu adha ngs adha BREAK !

malar kmi gdu pasl ex dea , ex me . aduy !

1 july 2011 :
gadu pasl my ex , si C .
aww , shit !

2 july 2011 :
name kam sama , aww nice !
cycy 'aishiteru' myrul
myrul 'aishiteru' cycy


aww , adha something yg tjadi , tpi lupa date .
anu , tropot msj dea bwa ex dea kluar mlm p tgk wyg ,
smbil ittu mao bincang pasl hubungan dorng .
naa yaww , make me crying so badly ! ish !

trus , kna patan lg baa dea KIRIM SALAM RINDU sma ex dea .
hmm :( sad sad !
tyme kmi cple lg tuh , lek !

but , if me ting twice kn , biar la tuh .
sy tao jua ba apa sbb dea buat gtuh , tkut kna main ? mybe .

19 july 2011 :
1 bulan already with dea . ahha .
tyme tuh kmi stay d skola , d makmal la kmi stay .
dea ngs nhe , anduu ba .
ble npk dea nhe nda ego :) [I LIKE IT BEBEH !]

wktu dea cry , mcm sy pn mao ngs nhe .
but with cple , me ego baa , nda mao tnjuk yg me lemah .
actually me sensitive , tpi mao jaga mruah , jdi tahantahan ja air mata
dpan dea hri tuh .

1st tyme wor me lap air mata lelaki , aww sweet !
1st tyme juga me sruh llki jgn ngs , aww palui !
1st tyme aah me menatap mata dea tyme dea ngs , aww cair !

klao ble me mao tgk dea ngs gy , HAHA ! [jahat]

benda yang PALING sy tdk ska dea buat adalaa LAMBAT BALAS MSJ ,
sometyme me diamdiam jaa , wlwpn marah tpi santai ja la , mlas mao gdu .
then ,
benda yg PALING sy ska dea buat , adalaa CARA DEA LAYAN SAYA ,
sweet ba .
tpi kadang2 bkin panas laa .

actually dea laa cple ptama yg prnah marah sy
SESAKIT itu , kamu mao tao apa dea marah sy ?
hmm tara payah laa , buang masa kmu ja .
but i ting ada someone ingn sngt tao tu , HAHA !
[ lek luu , jgn emo ! klao trasa buat nda trasa ja la ]

jujur , nda tao laa dea still syg ex dea atao nda ,
I DON'T KNOW oh ~
biar laa , hnya TUHAN && dirinya satja yg tao itu .
sy kesah ? kesah laa . tpi trma ja .

my friend & sister and brother , tmasuk dea pernah tnya sy ,
'' WILL YOU MARRY ME?''
ohh T I D A K . sy tdk sudi :(
sy adha sbb sndri .
sbb , sy nda yakin dgn nhe hbgn .

dear , bby minta maaf if dear tbaca bhgian inhe laa k .
sbb , bby takut baa dear brubah , takut !
dear tao juga kn mcm mna bby syg dear ?
dear tao juga kn bby pna kna kianat ole ex ?
so , jgn ckap smpai sna , bljr dlu k .

untung ka bby dpt dear ?

KAO BODOH !

makin lama , makin PUKIMAK .
bila laa nhe kao mao setia ?
penat sy mao cover kao ,
kao scndle sy yg dpt susa .

kao tao ka sy syg kao ?
paling sy syg pnya kawan kao laa ERA | NORADLINA BINTI IKOL INTANG !
kao fhm ka niat sy ?
knpa sy sllu ceramah kao , knpa sy sllu marah kao ?
sbb I LOVE YOU baa friend .

yaa baa , i knw kita nhe pena gdu smpai ngs2 ,
tpi smua tu nda bmkna sy hate kao .
aar pdli laa kao pna scndle sma bf sy ,
sy tdk kesah .

sy mao kao setia baa ,
susa meh ?
klao satu hri nnti kao kna antam
oleh llki yg kao curng itu ,
jgn cari sy !

ee !
ish !
malar scndle !

kao tao ka ,
KAO BODOH !!!!!

Friday, July 22, 2011

so fuck !

aww sad sad sad !
what happen oh sma myrul tonight ?
sms pn byk alasan , blas wall post lmbt , blas chat lg la !
hmm . game ? huh ! dea cp teada dea main game , just dgr lgu ja .
huhu , same okei ! sma jua abai aq . ee ~
gadu ba kmi , like suami istri yg mao bcerai .
HAHA ! bidabida !
gdu gdu smpai mao break wor nhe kali .
me jua ba yg slah , PERANGAI kalahkalah ANJING nda mao
mengalah , mao jua egoego . yeap yeap me memank cwek egoego .
lek luu , tpi egoego me tetap sedar apa slah me ba .
dea syg sy ka tuh aar ? actually , sy masi blum dpt rsa dea syg
sy 100% , but my friend dpt mrasa , ALAMAK ! kiLikiLi wor :)
bukn apa ba , sy risau dea msi syg ex dea .
but , me dpt rsa sikit2 la cra dea layn me nda sma mcm dea lyan ex dea .

aduy , wtf oh if dea still syg ex dea .
but , sy dpt trima jua ba , mcm tak besa ~
ahhaha .
k la , chaw . mao oh oi dlu , myrul marah2 sudha me .

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

ex dea !

aww ,
adha ex dea sturang masi tdk dpt trima knytaan yg KAMI couple .
ehhe , actually aar gurl , if kao syg myrul pliss
trima syakk nhe KENYTAAN baa .
cara kao gnhe will buat sy BREAK sma myrul .
sbb apa ?
sbb sy tdk rela npk hbgn kmi ada PEROSAK .
lmaa tao sy sabar dgn kao , status kao pn sy BERSABAR syak .
hmm , enth la apa yg kao tngah fkir .
yeah , mmang susa mao kasi lupa sturang yg kta syg ,
tpi cara kao gnhe slah baa .
can ka kao syg dea scara diam2 ?
jgn mao smpai sy tao .
hmm , hard3 !!!!
dlu tyme kmu cple , kao nda hrgai dea .
skng bru mao myesal . aduyy naa ~

dea masih sayang ex dea

aww ~
mcm dea masi syg tao sma ex dea yg PUKIMAK ittu ,
adesh ! whatever laa .
its sokkey :)

chill bebeh ! cool ~
anu , biar laa .
klao dea msi syg ex dea pn apa ble buat kn ?
tpi actually , sy tda perasaan sudha sma ex sy .
hmm . biar la biar laaaa .

1 month already with MOHD AMIRUL

1 month already with MOHD AMIRUL ♥ dear , you are mine ! and I'm yours ! no people can disturb our relationship . ♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

kiss , hug , holding hands , lovebite .
sudha kami buat dlm tempoh 1 bulan .
upps , kecuali HAVING SEKX laa kmi nda pernah buat wor :)

tyme kmi cukup 1 bulan kn ,
yg 19 july tuh , dea ngs nhe baa . aduy ~
1st tyme oh my bf bgtu MUDAH JATUH AIR MATA && SENSITIVE .

but , d'fikir2 kn ~
dea nda EGO baa , rite ?
aww , sweet nhe dea . budush !
sudha nakal , berani , trip , n BLABLABLA ~
tpi best juga baa cple sma dea ,
kadang bikin pnas ~

1st tyme me lap air mata lelaki ,
1st tyme me pujuk lelak ,
1st tyme me npk lelaki ngs mcm PEREMPUAN oh .

dea adha ungkt lg pasl MARRIED , aww ~
tyme tuh me ckp laa , me nda dpt accpt dea sbgai my husband .
dea bad mood , mcm mao ngs gy .
bukn apa baa , 70 permintaan sy blum tntu dea dpt kasi tunai or nda .

TITIK laa , sy bnci ex dea sturang . kmu mao tao sepa ?
ADALAAA ~
bikin pnas nhe ex dea tgk sy , yaww so what laa ~
GTH laa !

Sunday, July 10, 2011

playboy | gatek

aduy nhaa yaww ~
tdi byk tao sy dpt info info dri my member tntng myrul .
kitaii ~
dorng ckp myrul is PLAYBOY && GETEK .
what the fuck mannn !
argh , besa lar klao lelaki tuh GETEK .
tpi PLAYBOY ? ainaa , nhe tdk ble jdi nhe !

nvm . if dea ksi maen2 sy , awas tuh .
sy rogol tuh ! hahah !

yeah mmang pn myrl getek ba , sma sy lar .
if dgn cwek lain , sy nda tao lar plak .
hrp2 nda lar getek sma cwek lain .

ada ba sy mao luah di sni nhe ,
tpi itu agak SEKX sikit makanya tea mao lar story =='

aq syg dea ,
tpi dea nda syg aq sperti mna aq syg dea :(

The Way You Make Me Feel

knpa ba dgn nhe hbgn aar ?
smkin hri smkin KIMAK oh :(
rasarasa mcm dea adha lain oh .
aduy , sure ka nhe aar prsaan sy ?
i knw laa sy tdk hrus fkir smpai sna , JAHAT baa .
but susa lar , kblkngn nhe dea asyk BUSSY .
smpai teada masa dea mao kwn sy .
sunyi ba without dea .
klao dea buat sy gnhe , knpa mao cple jua sma sy ?
why tdk ksi break sy sja ?
tkut sy kcwa ?
gtau me ba u sudha boredd wth me ,
biar me yg SEBUT tuh ''perkataan''
u say u BUSSY tlong cousin di hotel ,
oke2 , im understnd .

kao penat smpai ttidur ?
aduy bgtao sy ba kao penat .
jgn buat sy tnggu2 kao .
kao tao ka bila sy tnggu2 , apa yg sy fkir ?
NEGATIVE baa sy fkir .

sblum cple ,
kao ckap kao akn serius sma aq .
when me udha accpt kao ,
hm oh ba , bby im bussy . bby wait k ! [like that lar u rep my text]
now ,
u make me feel so sad , mao mampus !


dear byk slah ba sma bby ,
dear chat dgn ex dear gna MISS YOU && KIRIM SALAM
pn bby sbar satja .
dear bwa ex dear kluar DATING pn bby sabar satja .
yeah , memank bby mudah sebut pkataan BREAK .
however , i still love you baa dear !

bby ngaku baa bby memank adha lyan ex && lelaki lain ,
but not like you , pkai2 MISS YOU && KIRIM SALAM .
bby slalu jjur ba sma dear , wlwpn PENGAKUAN ittu MENYAKITKAN .
tpi dear , adha ? dear biarkan me know sendiri oh .
so bidabida , so sad ba dear .
dear mao rsa ?


Something that make me don't know want how to do now.
Should i choose to trust you?
I hope that your every sentence is true.
Doesn't lie me once.

Anything that i have to trust you.
I realize that not just a dream.
Its was true.
You won't lie me right?

Something change
or
Always is like that ?

Do we will turn back to last time?

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

sad sad .

today btl2 malang oh .
aq kna bwa break dpan2 .
kmu tao ka apa prsaan aq tyme tuh ?
aq nda marh , tpi aq skit hti sngt2 !
lpas tuh , dea bwa aq cple blik lg .
jujr la mmang susa aq mao trima dea blik ,
sbb trauma aq kna bwa break dpan2 .
tpi kwn aq ckap , buang egois aq jauh2 .
btl jua la ckap dorng , if sy ego ego lg comfrm
dea dirampas orng lain .
so , sy trima satja laa ~

nell ksian oh ,
kna curng ole daus .
dua tahun oh hbgn dorng , tegah nya daus .
haiz ~
utk nell , sabar k nell :(

Monday, July 4, 2011

aq tekanan !

haish ! ya la , aq la yg slah .
smuaa slah aq la .
kao btul laaa !

# sbnrnya kn , dea ba yg btul smua .
aq tao ba dea buat smua itu demi aq .
tpi ENTH laa

gdu jak sllu .
sprtnya slah aq .